A vacuum with a doorway

     when our life get sucks and we lose our pulse, we usually seek comfort from others: our family, friends, teachers,etc.but then sometimes i find that even though they have given enough care for you, it seems that u ll still remain in a bad mood. The reason is very simple. Coz u never intend to change urself. u may think that pouring urself in pains is better than change . coz u dun know where the change can stand.

   so it's only the one within ur heart can get urself out of the sorrow. we gotta take courage to do that. but the next question is: how can i stick it out?  I find that watching an inspirational movie is very helpful. it's a source of  upbeat energy . u can suddenly become bubble . u can suddenly find meaning in ur life. u can suddenly get through all the difficulties. don't know how long this great feeling can last but at least, it gets u chargerd for a period of time.

   Eat.Pray.Love. a woman who had once felt lost in her life  went travel to seek the truth.

seldom write an entry here but now i do it coz i 'm driven by that heat.haha

so, i'm gonna leave some space for myself . 
 

workaholic*

在星巴克工作近一個月了。

開始和同事混熟一點。
其實也蠻喜歡在這裡工作，沒有後悔當初的決定！
縱然，原來比想像的還要辛苦，不過總括自己的感受，我都是喜歡的 : )
我懂得弄星冰樂啦哈哈,,現在就是學習掌管收銀的工作！我覺得都幾緊張,
因為一邊收錢,又要call drink同food,,一心要幾用,個人都神經晒！

整個月都在不停工作。
縱然是part-time, 都差不多日日到翻。
沒法子，要努力為台灣旅行而賺錢！(朋友我十分期待！)

出來工作，真的會明白到每一分錢都是血汗錢。
以前伸大手板問父母，都沒有真正地體會到錢，是來得這樣不易。
所以，真的很想回報他們 。

很久沒update這裡,因為總是寫寫下又停止了。
現在好想日日寫下生活的瑣碎事，唔知自己得唔得呢哈哈

An Education

琴晚看了 << An Education>>
內容大約是說一位16歲的英國女生,碰上一位有事業的男人,這人帶她到處見識,還帶她去她渴望已久的Paris..跟他在一起總是新奇有趣,這一切是她嚮往的生活。所以她覺得讀書的意義不及她親身的經歷大，她放棄讀書,要跟他在一起。

"Studying is hard and boring. Teaching is hard and boring. So, what you're telling me is to be bored, and then bored, and finally bored again, but this time for the rest of my life?"

   有時候我都有這的想法: 好悶讀書,背呢背去都係個D,可唔可以去找我自己想做的事？
但現實就是 : "Nobody does anything worth doing without a degree."
不可以說全對，但某程度上係需要。

   不過縱然studying的過程有時好沉悶,但經過左這個階段, 能夠得心應手將佢活用,我相信這是學習的一些成功感和滿足感。

  最後她發現他是已婚。 被騙了,她明白她要的生活，不會有short-cut的方法。

   今天,我看了一篇關於kit mak 的專訪, 她自小喜歡烹飪,但可惜教育制度根本不視烹飪為主科,令她未能一展所長。但佢暗暗要求自己，即使不喜歡讀書，都要堅持，最後入了理大酒店及餐飲管理系。所以我又會想，小學、中學的教育好板，但其實都會有好處，最起碼自己唔會係隻豬先！哈哈！而且如果單跟自己的喜好科目去讀，未必會涉獵其它科目，而且要思考的科目如通識，都必需要有一定的知識根基。所以為了自己的理想，要堅守它！

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